Go Away.

Why does it still feel this way?
I thought I had fixed it...
but it hasn't gone away.
What can I do?
I think I'll have to stay.
It's too much to leave.
I can't leave now.
I don't want to leave now.
I won't leave.

Love, Wallflower.

Torn.

It seems I can't do it...There's this invisible force pulling me towards him...I feel like there's something there.
I'll always be in the safe zone.
I don't want to lose this.
It's too much.
I just want to relive the past few years.
They're over so quickly.

I wish so badly that I could redo all this...maybe it would've been different.
Maybe I would be happy.

Love,
Wallflower.