Go Away.

Why does it still feel this way?
I thought I had fixed it...
but it hasn't gone away.
What can I do?
I think I'll have to stay.
It's too much to leave.
I can't leave now.
I don't want to leave now.
I won't leave.

Love, Wallflower.

Torn.

It seems I can't do it...There's this invisible force pulling me towards him...I feel like there's something there.
I'll always be in the safe zone.
I don't want to lose this.
It's too much.
I just want to relive the past few years.
They're over so quickly.

I wish so badly that I could redo all this...maybe it would've been different.
Maybe I would be happy.

Love,
Wallflower.

Not hungry.

No one.




Fuck off.

True.

Ugh, I'm really not looking forward to going back to school...
Not looking forward to seeing all those people everyday...
All those idiots.

wait, they don't love you like i love you

Maybe it doesn't matter how much I love you
or how much you love me
because maybe,
one day,
you'll leave me anyway.

Shoot me.

Even though I don't know what's wrong, I blame myself for it.
It has to be my fault, it's always my fault.
It can't be you.
It must have been me.
But what did I do?

Tell me I belong

Even though I know I never will.